hello from upper austria! once again. which comes as a surprise not only for you. funny thing about making plans involving other people is that they never, never work out. or is it me? anyway, i'm stuck here trying to make the best of it. thinking about getting drunk.

good thing is i've finally talked to Magi (we meet once every three months or so since i've moved to vienna) and we actually talked for a change. they cancelled her apprenticeship yet again -and yet again she's eerily positive about all of it. she's an incredibly strong woman who'd deserve so much better than she gets in every way. 

oh, and she called Wolkso (who she met briefly about 3 months ago) "die komische" (the strange one) and "ökotussi" (eco chick) when i talked to her about her (also very briefly) and told me that, yes indeed, she probably isn't as interested in me as she likes to pretend if she doesn't even notice when i get my hair (radically) cut. i laughed a lot. it's easy talking to her, it clears my mind, puts matters into perspective.    

i've semi-decided to apply to architecture in october, but i still need to do some research on that matter... get my ass moving in general. and do me a favor and don't talk to me about it. just don't until at least december, or i'll probably just quit again.     

and i'll do some creative work until then, looking forward to that at least. my brain feels like a dried-up sponge, i'm ready to get busy again. don't mention that either, will you. 

i also thought about cancelling my trip to Amsterdam with Wolkso. maybe i just ought to go on my own?! probably. can't say yet. there's no need to repeat myself, is there.        

hallowed are the o-...! dang, too much SG-1 again. just poping in to tell you that i've officially finished moving by assembling the last piece of furniture this morning. the couch's actually supposed to be colored 'sivik dark gray' but looks more like the spawn of a diesel denim formerly affiliated with an 'ivar' shelf system. i've yet to decide wether i like it or not.

katrin and i will paint my room on tuesday, i still need to drill a few holes, buy pink paint and possibly curtains for the kitchen (not that i think it's entirely necessary to curtain kitchen windows in general, it's just that i like running around naked at home but i certainly DON'T like to have to watch my neighbors watching me while doing so) and other odds and ends, but that's about it.

Let's dance little stranger
Show me secret sins
Love can be like bondage
Seduce me once again

Burning like an angel
Who has heaven in reprieve
Burning like the voodoo man
With devils on his sleeve

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy
Won't you dance with me
Ritual fertility

Like an apparition
You don't seem real at all
Like a premonition
Of curses on my soul

The way I want to love you
Well it could be against the law
I've seen you in a thousand minds
You've made the angels fall

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy
Won't you dance with me
Ritual fertility

Come on little stranger
There's only one last dance
Soon the music's over
Let's give it one more chance

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy
Won't you dance with me
Ritual fertility

Take a chance with me
In my world of fantasy
Won't you dance with me
Ritual fertility

today i did literally nothing but watching gay porn and Stargate SG-1 simultaneously while painting my nails.

Sam: "... Move in! MOVE IN!!"

it's much more entertaining than it sounds :)

also, have a snippet of literature-y loltasticness: THIS gem is currently inhibiting my nightstand and was given to me by _che_shire_cat_ .

first regular day at Integral today, didn't get enough sleep (and wont again tonight) but all went rather smoothly -except that, after 3 hours stop-and-go dutch and no break, i got terribly exhausted and lapped into semi-german once or twice, creating rather hilarious mixups like:

i'm supposed to ask for the respondent's age, their "leeftijd", but what i ask is "Mag ik nog even uw ouder?" which one might as well translate to "May i speak to your parent ?" because age or leeftijd means "Alter" in German.

i had lots of fun. joked around with some of the respondents too, so no prob.

there was a guy from Belgium working in the booth next to mine... and since i've got something about me that attracts weird and creepy people of all sorts he started to talk to (which was perfectly fine) and finally flirt with me (at which point i had a hard time not headbutting him).

people really never seem talk to me unless they have a undeniable genetic connection to the Seed of Chucky.

Kid&Mighty Molto&Stefan ( +3 )

random Jaffa to Teal'c in season 6 episode 1: "The Tau'ri are in danger. They are under attack from a nudist!" say what.

*coughcough* test, test... am i legible yet? well great then! i'm much too freaking tired but let's debrief for a sec! i've passed both my half term french and dutch exams, they weren't too difficult. as in yawn. i'm just way beyond A2 or B2 (or whatever level that dutch class is supposed to be).

i've fixed the flat thing with the girls, i've already told you that, what's new is that i'm busy procuring (sounds shady, does'nt it) furniture for my future casa. keyword here being ebay, yo! works astoundingly well thus far.

also: i've got my first (is it, i tend not to remember these things too well) job interview next monday 16pm at Integral Vienna... with Christian (whoever)!

Wolkso won two tickets for Urban Art Forms Festival on 28th until 30th mai and invited me to travel to Burgenland with her. we'll see Kraftwerk, Deichkind, Dieselboy and lots of other artists i haven't even heard of yet. so lucky! really looking forward to that. long weekend afterwards too! and there i made a promise to myself to never ever again shag anyone in a tent because my back is ruined as it is, thank you very much, but since i have no self-restraint on that matter -duh me. ah, but i've started to do yoga again, so no problem...!

(yeah, Bikram Yoga Class, theoretically every tuesday from now on, but i might yet change that.)

speaking of which: Wolkso (to whom i've been a bit of an ass tonight) and i will be staying in Amsterdam from 8th august on for about a week. we'll stay with Andi and Alice (the real one) and it will be tonnnnnnsss of funnnnn... so much to see, show, share! looking forward to it!

LET'S GO THERE LET'S GO THERE LET'S GO THERE OKAY!!!!!! www.headlineconcerts.de/index.php (it's in a castle and the tickets are only 35€!)

it's weekend, finally! and for once i'm alone with no annoyingly cheerful and politically ueber correct stuck-up people around, hail jesus. HA! SEE!

there's been no response yet from those two women who wanted math tutoring for their spawn. which probably means they won't call back at all. -a pity because it'd have paid two times 12€ per hour to teach them brats elementary mathematics! anydoodle, Integral called, offering an interview. it's much the same as i'd have done at Telecom, except that it might not pay as well (don't know about that yet though)... and yeah, i'd get to speak Dutch all the time since i'd be working for their Dutch Department.

Magda and i went to Bikram Yoga class on, wait, tuesday or something. it was awesome! well, i thought so at least. but she's willing to try again next week which i think is quite cool, given the fact that it took moi about three years to actually try again... even if it wasn't that bad the first time either. oh well!

yesterday Hoá and Sebastian had a homewarming party (more of a let's sit on the florr, have cheap wine and smoke thing) at their place ... to which they moved just recently. it's quite close to where i live now. i think i drank a bit too much wine, Hoá talked about a lot of inane philosophical crap... and i decided not to contribute because some things just aren't worth getting agitated over (for?).

i have yet to sign the contract for my new room in Meidling, but i visited the girls back on wednesday to talk things through one last time. i'll move in 1st of august, Katrin will continue paying her share of the rent until then. and i'll have the flat for myself for two whole months (well, theoretically at least)! catch: deposit will be 700€ which i don't posses -yet. i might talk to JK or Stefan about it (by the way, hello JK! :D).

and yeeah, BVA called! my confirmation seems to have been lost in the mail! wohoo... holy cow. sent it again to-day. at least those people call  if something's not right and aren't assholes about it either.

( cut for Flewellings latest piece of bad!fic )

[...] and why oh why does it sound EXACTLY like fluffy slash bad-fic? I mean COME ON?! it's like every 12-year old's guyonguyromance wet dream

[...] they're on a trip with their super magical supar speshulz men-love-child... and it has mysterious magic/healing/perception-powers!!!! it's an über mary-sue-stu-child of the utter annoyance 

what can i do but agree wholeheartedly with this statement? good lord, how sad is that.

street action! not sure what they have in mind, but i'll meet the guys of Clown Army today at 06:30am somewhere around 4th district.

Zwei Festnahmen bei "Supermarkt Aktionstag"

well, for a matter of fact, they didn't arrest two but four people. 40 activists? that chief of police-whatnot certainly behaved like it. and it wasn't a women-only group either. oh well. i actually wanted to post some pictures since the latest issue of Augustin has an article about the demo with one of the fotos either me or Stefan took. but quel dommage, they still aren't available online. anyshizzle.

why oh why don't i ever post the nice music stuffz my friends send me? tch. well, there you go (mis à la disposition de monsieur Beaumont):

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

i feel sort of offended by the rating i recieved for "narcisstic".

Wolkso is in Budapest, competing in her 2nd Gaelic Football match of this season. i'm home, drinking, smoking and gorging (we just had BBQ, i feel sick), dying my hair and catching up with some reading. 

that party at TÜWI on thursday was just about perfect, Café Olga Sánchez http://www.myspace.com/cafeolgasanchez make lovely music -their show was also wonderfully entertaining. if anyone of you speaks Finnish or Hungarian, be so kind and tell me what the songs are about :D

tomorrow! Alfons Mucha at Schloss Belvedere Vienna together with the lovely _che_shire_cat_ ! wanted to see it for ages. also: Hockey finals -i'll be at Eggertgasse not watching that crap, but making "Kaasnockerl" for Wolkso and her flatmates.

german only: http://forum.oeh-wu.at/showthread.php?t=48423 i lol'ed!

yes! vrij tot (in geval van twijfel) met dinsdag volgende week want vrijdag is de Dag van de Arbeit en zowel mijn uni als ook de campus zijn gesloten.

morgen avond gaan ik, Wolkso en de mensen uit haar WG naar de door de socialistische jeugd wenen geoganiseerde anti-nazi toortstocht. 'turlijk zonder clowns. Wolkso zei iets van wegen dat er wel andere groeperingen zouden kunnen verschijnen om  onze tocht te proberen stoppen of tenmiste te storen, maar ik denk van niet. wij zullen 't zien. wat wij ernaa gaan doen -geen idee. misschien wel naar de "aftershow-party" in... oi, al weer vergeten.


voor vrijdag werd ik van Sammy naar een klein feestje uitgenodigt. ze beginnen pas 's avonds, maar op 1 mai is er ook een demonstratie van de KPÖ wenen (wij zullen niet naar de podiumsdiskussie gaan maar uitdagend brunchen, de loop rond de Ring begint zowiezo pas om 2 uur pm) en bovendien nog de AUSTRIAN BAND CONTEST 09 in de Prater.. maar die begint al om 12:30! vrijetijd-stress puur, hoor....!

and oh my god it's been four f-o-u-r (!) freaking months already since i hooked up with her  O_O

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edit: well, guess i found a new community! Eugene thrusted his sword in and out, matching the rhythms and sounds of dolphins making love: community.livejournal.com/weepingcock/275407.html#cutid1

( lyrics (ENGLISH TRANSLATION) )